You are the antidote that got me by. Something strong like a drug that got me high. . . .
-Ok, I know that I just posted about five minutes ago, but there was no way that I could add this subject along with the other one. That one was all mad and angry, this one is good and happy, kinda.
Well, I know it's kinda pathetic, (don't make fun of me Emilee!) and I said that I wouldn't do it again, but it is happening, and to be honest, I don't know if I want to stop it.
Ok, well, I was randomly wandering around the ftj site one lonely night, and I came across this blue picture. Now since the picture was blue, it caught my attention. So I clicked on it and viewed the profile, which was very unique, to say the least. I ended up IM'ing him that night, and we talked for a bit, but nothing special, just random chatting. I personally didn't think anything would come of it, just another buddy on my list. The next time we talked was when it happened. We just sorta clicked, and we talked for a couple hours, until both of us could bairly keep our eyes open. Then it got even better the next time we talked, and the next time.
He just makes me happy, which is something that not many people can do anymore, I don't know, maybe it's because he's new, or because I don't get to talk to him as often as I'd like. He just makes me feel good, special, like the sun is shining only on me, and it's warm and sweet. It feels like he's bringing something out of me that I thought Colt had killed a long time ago. He lives in Tacoma, which is about half an hour away from Seattle, so we talk about what we'll do when I get there. Like tonight we talked about the tattoo places he's going to take me to (interesting, eh?), and he called it a date, which made me smile. He just says these little things that mean a lot to me. Like on ftj, I always check up on whose favorite's I'm in and what they say about me, and what he said about me is "I'm counting the days". I just sat there and read it over and over again, it made me very happy. I mean, this guy could have any girl that he wants, those of you who have seen him know what I'm talking about, but he likes me. Sad, pathetic little me, he says I have a good heart.
Ok, I know this entry is pretty stupid and girly, but it's me, I don't get like this too often. And please don't leave comments warning me that he could be completely fooling me and messing with my head, don't think I haven't thought that already. Just let me have my little ray of sunshine for however long it may last.
Well, I know it's kinda pathetic, (don't make fun of me Emilee!) and I said that I wouldn't do it again, but it is happening, and to be honest, I don't know if I want to stop it.
Ok, well, I was randomly wandering around the ftj site one lonely night, and I came across this blue picture. Now since the picture was blue, it caught my attention. So I clicked on it and viewed the profile, which was very unique, to say the least. I ended up IM'ing him that night, and we talked for a bit, but nothing special, just random chatting. I personally didn't think anything would come of it, just another buddy on my list. The next time we talked was when it happened. We just sorta clicked, and we talked for a couple hours, until both of us could bairly keep our eyes open. Then it got even better the next time we talked, and the next time.
He just makes me happy, which is something that not many people can do anymore, I don't know, maybe it's because he's new, or because I don't get to talk to him as often as I'd like. He just makes me feel good, special, like the sun is shining only on me, and it's warm and sweet. It feels like he's bringing something out of me that I thought Colt had killed a long time ago. He lives in Tacoma, which is about half an hour away from Seattle, so we talk about what we'll do when I get there. Like tonight we talked about the tattoo places he's going to take me to (interesting, eh?), and he called it a date, which made me smile. He just says these little things that mean a lot to me. Like on ftj, I always check up on whose favorite's I'm in and what they say about me, and what he said about me is "I'm counting the days". I just sat there and read it over and over again, it made me very happy. I mean, this guy could have any girl that he wants, those of you who have seen him know what I'm talking about, but he likes me. Sad, pathetic little me, he says I have a good heart.
Ok, I know this entry is pretty stupid and girly, but it's me, I don't get like this too often. And please don't leave comments warning me that he could be completely fooling me and messing with my head, don't think I haven't thought that already. Just let me have my little ray of sunshine for however long it may last.