Staring down the barrel of a forty five. . . . . .
-I start my new life as a working stiff tomorrow. I told Wyatt about it tonight, and he didn't even believe me, then he said I had to send him a bagel as proof. I think he just wants a free bagel, that fiend.
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-So I read something tonight that really made me think. It was a post from Mister Jeremiah about almost all of his friends have let him down, or hurt him or something in some way or another and it got me thinking. Actually it made me feel really bad, I don't know if that was his intent, but that's what it did. That made me start to think about all my relationships, and I wonder, am I a bad friend? I've had a bit of time to sit and ponder this thought, and it's fairly obvious that I am a very selfish friend. I fly into one of my moods if things don't go my way, which sometimes I can't really help, but still, why should it upset me so much? Another point, I say things all the time without thinking that hurt people. Like what happened with Jeremiah, if I had just held my toung, we would still be friends now, not all weird like we are. Or with Christina, I say bad things all the time, but she's so sweet,she doesn't really notice them. (she will now!oops!)I just feel like I let everyone down in some way or another and that makes me feel bad. I don't know, maybe I just shouldn't have friends at all if all I do is hurt them.
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-So I read something tonight that really made me think. It was a post from Mister Jeremiah about almost all of his friends have let him down, or hurt him or something in some way or another and it got me thinking. Actually it made me feel really bad, I don't know if that was his intent, but that's what it did. That made me start to think about all my relationships, and I wonder, am I a bad friend? I've had a bit of time to sit and ponder this thought, and it's fairly obvious that I am a very selfish friend. I fly into one of my moods if things don't go my way, which sometimes I can't really help, but still, why should it upset me so much? Another point, I say things all the time without thinking that hurt people. Like what happened with Jeremiah, if I had just held my toung, we would still be friends now, not all weird like we are. Or with Christina, I say bad things all the time, but she's so sweet,she doesn't really notice them. (she will now!oops!)I just feel like I let everyone down in some way or another and that makes me feel bad. I don't know, maybe I just shouldn't have friends at all if all I do is hurt them.