I'll always try to look you in the eyes. It's ok , with a girl like you. . . .

Jul 18, 2004 14:19

-Do I really need interaction with other people? I mean, it's kind of inevitable that I will HAVE to interact with people on a daily basis, but do I really need to be with them by choice? Why can't I just communicate over the internet and be content with that? Why do people always insist on meeting me, when I know that their real intentions are to see how quickly they can get me into bed. But they try and hide it by saying that they want to be my friend, and be there for me, and all that other nonsence that they try and feed me. I guess it's to be expected. But even people I know, well, one person to be exact, can't go for fifteen minutes without copping a feel, and making some sexual inuendo. No, not even an inuendo, and blatantly sexual comment at the most inapproprait moment. It's like he never grew out of that phase where you go up to the teacher's desk with a fake question, just so you can look down her shirt. Am I expecting too much from the male species? Just intelligent conversation without the sexual comments, or grabbing me every ten minutes. Is it only a select few of you that can actually function with more than .5% of their brain? Are my expectations too high? Am I asking too much? Obviously the answer is yes, or it's just me that attracts these sex-crazed neandrathals. Why can't they just be satisfied with laying together(and not in the biblical sense) and talking? I'd be happy if I could find someone who can actually HOLD a conversation that doesn't include the topics of ; A) asking (durring a serious scene in a movie) "Is she going to get naked?". B) asking if I'll "go down" on them. C)about how my MOTHER is threatening to kick me out of the house, eventhough I'm 22 YEARS OLD!
Gah! Is it me? Why do these people come crying to me, wanting to be with me? It's not like I'm nice to them either. I tell them that I don't like them, and that I'm not attracted to them, and yet they STILL insist on hanging around!
I sound like a complete bitch now. Well, I really don't care because I'm tired of this.

TO ANYONE CAPABLE OF HOLDING AN INTELLIGENT CONVERSATION:
Please comment on this. I would like to talk. Please, I'm getting desperate!
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