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[onesexypepito]

i'm trying my best i really am
i just wish so hard from moment to moment
and the little things can get ya down so fast
like a facebook comment or that bright neon orange blanket or just wondering if you're on the phone with him till you fall asleep
and then the dreams come, all sorts or torturous and wonderful dreams
and the memories are never far behind
i remember when i had to say goodnight to you at least on the phone every night
or else i couldn't sleep
or falling asleep in your lap while you played with my hair
remember waking up in the mornings feeling disappointed you weren't there beside me as though you were supposed to be
but mostly i miss the way you used to look at me
as though i was all you wanted
and the way you touched me like you weren't gonna let go
and the way you kissed me
like your heart couldn't take it if you didn't
:-)

i know i'm beating the bush to a pulp here but i need to tell you
because i won't be able to for so long
i will miss you lol
every bit of you

oiy six days, only six days
how did I get here?