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gaaaaaaah
i've been using this more and more often because i feel like i have less an less to hide as the days go on, there's no reason not to just let stuff go on here because my life is no secret anymore lol, everyone knows, yeah lauren rashi i love you, big surprise right? lol crazy crazy man i am, i just want you to be happy the hurt is worth seeing your smile :) you know how i feel and really thats all i can do, but i love you and i need you to be happy before i go, before i move away i need you to smile when you're alone and when you have no reason to
i wish so bad i could be there for you and your family, i wish i could go through that with you and wipe away the tears and stay up through all the hard nights, give you that massage at the end of each day and be that hug you need when things pile up
you're always on my mind :) and i mean that in a good way, i have so many pictures of you that run through my head all the time, and i love how stupid and ridiculous we can be and how much fun we can have, i love the play dates and all the things we do
you're beautiful :) you've always been the most beautiful girl in the world to me, you've defined that for me
i love how you make me want to be a better person :) i love how i want to be that amazing man for you
i still fall asleep to the thought of you, i have always fallen asleep to the thought of you
you're my best friend and i never want to live without you, because without you i'm not what i ever want to be
i've sang to you so many times when you were far away, sometimes i feel like even if you're not around, if i sing to you, you can hear me, you've given me so many songs, inspired so much music, so many poems
i'm sorry i've ever hurt you, i've been a fool before, i won't ever go back to that
everyone asks me about you all the time, and it hurts, but i love that they ask me, in my mind we're still a duet and its cool that they think so too lol
you might not even ever read this or care all that much, but maybe one day, i'll be the reason for you smile again
God knows you're the reason for mine
i've been using this more and more often because i feel like i have less an less to hide as the days go on, there's no reason not to just let stuff go on here because my life is no secret anymore lol, everyone knows, yeah lauren rashi i love you, big surprise right? lol crazy crazy man i am, i just want you to be happy the hurt is worth seeing your smile :) you know how i feel and really thats all i can do, but i love you and i need you to be happy before i go, before i move away i need you to smile when you're alone and when you have no reason to
i wish so bad i could be there for you and your family, i wish i could go through that with you and wipe away the tears and stay up through all the hard nights, give you that massage at the end of each day and be that hug you need when things pile up
you're always on my mind :) and i mean that in a good way, i have so many pictures of you that run through my head all the time, and i love how stupid and ridiculous we can be and how much fun we can have, i love the play dates and all the things we do
you're beautiful :) you've always been the most beautiful girl in the world to me, you've defined that for me
i love how you make me want to be a better person :) i love how i want to be that amazing man for you
i still fall asleep to the thought of you, i have always fallen asleep to the thought of you
you're my best friend and i never want to live without you, because without you i'm not what i ever want to be
i've sang to you so many times when you were far away, sometimes i feel like even if you're not around, if i sing to you, you can hear me, you've given me so many songs, inspired so much music, so many poems
i'm sorry i've ever hurt you, i've been a fool before, i won't ever go back to that
everyone asks me about you all the time, and it hurts, but i love that they ask me, in my mind we're still a duet and its cool that they think so too lol
you might not even ever read this or care all that much, but maybe one day, i'll be the reason for you smile again
God knows you're the reason for mine