Sep 05, 2007 20:12
so english log 984021451245148888888.1
have still proceeded withtout detection, i have confidence i can continue for a long time. class today was pretty cool, even though I had four of them... very tiring, i'm a little exhausted too from walking so much, the JSB is way far from my dorm and thats where most of my classes are. History of Jazz was pretty cool. We just get to talk about music, and the instructor is like in charge of some jazz band here on campus, I don't think its Synthesis but something else way good, so he plays us examples of methods, and its just so nice to listen.
I got really lonely today. I guess I just realized that I don't really have anyone to run to, my sister is around but I can't keep bothering her and she's really not that much of a hugger. I know I need to meet people, but its taking time and I'm just having a hard time with everything I guess. My roomates are fine but they're all nerds and I'm having a real hard time connecting to them.
I miss you.
The rain has never hurt my face before
Its falling from the sky and I'm waiting
And time's never been afraid to give me more
The waves are crashing so I sit here waiting
Your eyes have never looked so blurred before
My leaking heart appears to be contagious
You are still the girl that I adore
Were parting blows really there to break us?
I'm trying, I'm trying hard...