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Wow....its 11:27 and i havent done any work in accounting......i hate this class so much....ive got a lot of things on my mind adn most of them have to do with best friend problems....im gonna lose my bff and its so sad cuz weve been close since 5th grade....sonce we dont go to teh same school i never get to see her and it is so sad!...the thing that makes me angy is the girl we hated in 7th grade and disliked in 8th grade suddenly has become one of her bffs......her name is erica...adn i hate her!!!! mostly cuz im jealous....but i feel that i have a damn good reason to hate her!! she is stealing my bff!!!!! they are both on teh cross country team at FHS adn they spend a lot of time together.....last friday i asked my bff, miranda, to go to scarowinds...well she calls me and says she adn Erica will be ready at 6 15....'she and ERICA'....ERICA ERICA ERICA!!!!!!! did i ask for Erica...NO NO NO NO...do i even like erica..NO NO NO NO NO...but i didnt want to do anything to make mir mad at me so i said ok.....after that i talked to my mom...called my friend who i always call to tell my problems to-- and she's a freshman-- tehn cried a lil then got ready for scarowinds.......this weekend is when it hit me...i havnt spent one weekend since i got to HST with friends from school--except for shannon millar, only 2 times--...its always been with family or friends from fhs.....i feel like i have two lives going on....its awful...i wanna start doing things with ppl from HST becuz they seem to have a lot of fun but i dont wanna miss out with my friends from fhs...but it seems the only one i have left is my bff adn seems that she will soon be just a friend :'(....life is so complicated right now..and this is only a small part of my troubles with friends..............well i better start my accounting work uhg...