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well i got up and got ready to go to albemarle and i found out that my grandfather got sick last night....some sort of diabetic attack thing...i found out that there were some messages on teh answering machine..i went and listened to them and found out that the EMTs were there last night (around 3am) for a few hours....well now we arent going and i feel kinda bad because i never want to see them....but it is only him i dont wanna see...i love her...he is just not what a grandpa should be...that whole side of the family favors to guys and practically treats the girls like shit...i was thinking about it and the things i want to happen are things if i say i might regret...but i just wish he adn everyone else would just change....it is awful that i have both grandparents and i dont wanna see one of them...it is not fair to her that he treats almost everyone (including her) like that...i want to see her but i dont like him so much that i dont wanna go at all..and she wants to see us but because of him we dont ever wawnna go........