thomas :(
okay yesturday started off horriable...then it got better...then horribale again then better then it got horriable again! i woke up feelign like shit, so i went by connor he always makes me feel better i love him. then i get better untill volleyball ended cus iwas looking for thomas the whole time but he wasnt there. so that kidna bummed me out. but i hung out with connor the whole game we ahve so much fun together. then it was the end and we were lookingfor my sister andhwe g/f but we could find her or her g/f, so thta pissed me off so bad and they like left to early..which sucked.. so i got a ride from alex bair who had kevin jake kyle and lauren all in the car...which was fun. then we got to my house and my mom was like howsl uarne getting over andim like shes spendinghte night and shes like no she not and she got a bitchy and shit so lauren jsut went home. and a bunch of other horriable shit happened which is not good at all.
last night i think my heart broke into itty bitty tiny pieces and im not sure it will be fixed.....im so sad. cus i think me and thomas broke up, i hope to god we didnt. but i was pissed and mad at him and he said some stuff about us drifting apart so i was gonna go and thomas was all im so sorry michelle. so i left and i cried i think i lsot him. i still love him so much.
i love him...
last night i think my heart broke into itty bitty tiny pieces and im not sure it will be fixed.....im so sad. cus i think me and thomas broke up, i hope to god we didnt. but i was pissed and mad at him and he said some stuff about us drifting apart so i was gonna go and thomas was all im so sorry michelle. so i left and i cried i think i lsot him. i still love him so much.
i love him...