walking in silence

[oneredtweety]

Walking in silence
As that teardrop falls
Wondering if there's anything
Left for me at all

No one seems to care
About what I have inside
All my troubles locked up
All the pain that I hide

I wear a fake smile
And laugh like it's real
No one can see all the while
The hurt that I feel

What is life to me?
Nothing but a drag
No one cares for me
So why not drop the flag

Ending my life
Isn't the best way to go
But why would I want to stay
In all the pain that I know?

My parents don't care
They don't know anything
They don't bother to listen
They wouldn't do such a thing

My friends who are not friends
Don't care at all
They don't question when I'm down
They just let me fall

So tell me know
And tell me true
What do I honestly have
To live each day through?

Nothing is the answer
So don't try to lie
And pretend that you care
When you'd rather me die

I'm sure if I left
No one would mind
I wouldn't be missed
Isn't that so kind?

So maybe I'll do it
Just pick up that knife
Watch myself bleed
And say my goodbyes

Or take out that rope
And hang it up high
Slide my neck through
And let myself die

I'm walking in silence
As my teardrops fall
Wondering if I have a life
Left for me at all