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i can't put in to words why i'm upset;
little things don't go right, and i stress out. i've become more anal retentive.
i can't talk to people about grad school stuff, because the people around don't get it. i mention a possible interview at a top uni, and people flip out. i don't want that. i'm not flipping out, why should they? because honestly, i'm more saddened by the fact that unnamed-uni won't be able to take me on, than excited that top-named uni is considering me for their program.
and most people really don't get that.
heh.
little things don't go right, and i stress out. i've become more anal retentive.
i can't talk to people about grad school stuff, because the people around don't get it. i mention a possible interview at a top uni, and people flip out. i don't want that. i'm not flipping out, why should they? because honestly, i'm more saddened by the fact that unnamed-uni won't be able to take me on, than excited that top-named uni is considering me for their program.
and most people really don't get that.
heh.