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hmmm sooo here will b my decently long update. I AM GROUNDED! woopdeefuckindoo. thats my fucking life. sorry about all the fucking potty language but thats how i feel. i got my report cards and yes once again i fucked up. once again my mom is disapointed and my dad has a new excuse to b a total asshole to me. oh joy. i am going to have a great vacation. i got a c+ in us history. thats not worth hell for 3 months. its really not. i think i should blow sumtin up.like right now. kaboom. the eveeryone would b like oh shit she actually exists. ok well i really cant stand my father just so you all know. and for some reason he thinks its alrite to blame everything that happens on me (aka little shit head). for some reason i can b putting away dishes while eating and making a mess in the living room at the same time. that doesnt really work if u ask me but he doesnt really seem to care. i dont want to be here anymore. like i hate being in this house with him nevermind the same room. like i cannot stand being around him. all we do is fight. then he starts yelling and it all goes to hell. why cant he just chill out. for some reason i am a creature from hell who cant do anything right. and then on top of all that im getting fat or my parents think i am fat. and that totally pisses me off. im not fucking fat. like they shouldnt even b saying that shit, becasue from the way the world runs rite now i could easily become another crazy anorexic teenager. its quite possible too becasue i am sick of all this bull shit. like honestly. if they want me to lose some fucking weight fuck them. what the hell is wrong with them. supposidly all i eat is shit. and i am a shitty kid. there is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much shit in my life. I will add more later. Also I cant use a computer until firdayish