happy b day to me
last night i actually convinced myself i had had a stroke. but after further investigation i only have one or two of the symptoms so i'm trying to write this off as being a hypocondriach (i think)
i turn 21 in five days i'm depressed. very depressed. i don't think i've ever been this sad before. it's strange. i never thought my life would be like this. if it wasn't for sarah i would have given up already.
tomorrow i have to try and get health insurance, but i don't think that's going to go very well. if i don't get it i'm fucked. i think people should have the right to know what's wrong with them. in canada everyone has free health insurance i think i have to move there. i can't go on like this.
you know that part in that pie movie where they guy stabs his brain, that's what it feels like.
i turn 21 in five days i'm depressed. very depressed. i don't think i've ever been this sad before. it's strange. i never thought my life would be like this. if it wasn't for sarah i would have given up already.
tomorrow i have to try and get health insurance, but i don't think that's going to go very well. if i don't get it i'm fucked. i think people should have the right to know what's wrong with them. in canada everyone has free health insurance i think i have to move there. i can't go on like this.
you know that part in that pie movie where they guy stabs his brain, that's what it feels like.