Back to normal...
We talked, its okay now.
i think I just was expecting something different from what he was willing to give and thats OKAY. I think in time we can get to that page again, but for now, where we are is fine.
Tulane is two months away and my excitment to go is waning with each passing day. Sure I won't miss seeing Steven or Meagan all over the fucking city, the traffic, or the monotony, but I will miss Danielle, and Friday's at Chambers, lunch at Chipotle, movies with Josh, kissing Santos, waking up with Quincy and launching into the most hysterical pillow fights... I will miss laughing with Cory about drag queens, and watching movies with Charlie at 2 in the morning on the web cam going.. CAN YOU SEE ME?!? THATS FRIGGEN AWESOME!!....
I guess I really did it. I made a life here. Its a small, unstable life.. but its a life.. and its mine.
I miss it all allready, and I havent even begun to pack.
Am I taking the biggest step of my life.. or making the worst mistake...
i think I just was expecting something different from what he was willing to give and thats OKAY. I think in time we can get to that page again, but for now, where we are is fine.
Tulane is two months away and my excitment to go is waning with each passing day. Sure I won't miss seeing Steven or Meagan all over the fucking city, the traffic, or the monotony, but I will miss Danielle, and Friday's at Chambers, lunch at Chipotle, movies with Josh, kissing Santos, waking up with Quincy and launching into the most hysterical pillow fights... I will miss laughing with Cory about drag queens, and watching movies with Charlie at 2 in the morning on the web cam going.. CAN YOU SEE ME?!? THATS FRIGGEN AWESOME!!....
I guess I really did it. I made a life here. Its a small, unstable life.. but its a life.. and its mine.
I miss it all allready, and I havent even begun to pack.
Am I taking the biggest step of my life.. or making the worst mistake...