May 23, 2004 01:26
i am sleepy, but not asleep which is sort of wack i guess but now i am not as sleepy as i thought i was so... forget that.... well. i dont know.
last night was weird in a "i feel like a wicked asshole i hate myself with ferocity" kind of way... but... i dont care, because i laughed a lot. and i hate my body and everything about myself but thats alright because... well, because i laughed a lot.
my head is really tired and my hands are really fan like, so nothing is making enough sense to fill up the confusion front that seems to be coming in faster and faster, and fasterrrrrr, and fasttttttttterrrrr, and i am tilting my head back in forth as a type.
people are watching a movie about people doing up that hate crime shit. hhmmm. i want to be sleeping not in this sweater.
yoouyouyyouyouyou.