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My mood swings need to chill. I have no idea how to control them.
One moment I'm so happy and I feel wonderful, then the next I get sad and draw to my room and I won't come out for anything. Over tiny, minuscule things, too. Like not being able to talk to my boyfriend 24/7 or being to fatfatfat to fit into my prom dress comfortably.
People at school probably think I'm fine, but I can hide my feelings so well, you'd never know that I was miserable. Unless it was really bad. And it has been before.
I've felt so hopelessly lost for so long now.
I don't know what else to feel.
So now, I just think ahead and how much more better my life will be after I graduate.
Although, that is next year.
I'm shaking. That probably from being hungry and drinking too much coffee, though.
I'm also really tired...its only 9:30...
One moment I'm so happy and I feel wonderful, then the next I get sad and draw to my room and I won't come out for anything. Over tiny, minuscule things, too. Like not being able to talk to my boyfriend 24/7 or being to fatfatfat to fit into my prom dress comfortably.
People at school probably think I'm fine, but I can hide my feelings so well, you'd never know that I was miserable. Unless it was really bad. And it has been before.
I've felt so hopelessly lost for so long now.
I don't know what else to feel.
So now, I just think ahead and how much more better my life will be after I graduate.
Although, that is next year.
I'm shaking. That probably from being hungry and drinking too much coffee, though.
I'm also really tired...its only 9:30...