It was one of THOSE days :D
Dear Nikki (that means diary in Japanese),
It has been 13 days since I've arrived in Japan. More importantly... it has been exactly 28 days since I've last touched the girl I have given my heart to. That's 4 weeks. I haven't been away from her for this long in... a year!!!!
Well, I'd like to thank technology for the creation of webcam! Atleast I can see her everday :) and my, she is quite the sight!!! I love her so much it sometimes hurts! In a good way :) Why am I saying all this? Because I can't get over the feeling that I can never express how I feel... it's a weird feeling... I guess I see why poetry becomes more appropriate in moments like these. DONT WORRY! I'm not going to break out a poem :P Just saying that it's weird, and wonderful. But most of all, it's a constant need? Not a need, but a desire... a constant motivation? It's a persistent feeling, a persistent drive that makes writing about my feelings for this one girl over and over and over and over again simply....completing? What can I say... it's ai.
Today was a so so day. I didn't do much, ummm apart from play a game of literati and othello with rachel. :) good game, good game. :D:D:D:D
I also went to the gym which was pretty dangerous!!!!!!! I was lifting and all of a sudden.... my arms gave way and the bar nearly crushed your neck!!! hahahahaha!!! You were able to save yourself luckily, but i thought you should have it in your memoirs :P
Ah! And on my way out of the gym, it was slippery, so as I was walking down the stairs I thought to myself
*I really hope I don't slip... be extra cautious!! If I did slip, I'd turn my body over and stick my hands out!! no worries!!! hmm, but then my hands may slip and I might crack my jaw on the ----
SSSSSLLLLIIIIPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I nearly got a heart attack!!!! hahahahahaha! Luckily it wasnt too bad, it was one of those slips where you slide down a couple of stairs but are still on your feet. You know that type. But ya!!! Gosh! I walked like a duck the rest of the way down.
Got back and chatted with princess :) I don't need to elaborate on that. I'm sure you know how it went nikki.
So afterwards, I did my laundry, cooked, heard some drama (between people in the dorm) olalalalal. It's so great how I feel as though I don't have people who hate me. hmmmm. that kind of comment can actually make people hate you.... hmmm. It's only between the two of us ok? Anyways, as I was saying, I saw a guy get mad at two girls (it had to do with paying at the karaoke bar cause apparantly the people had screwed up on the bill and charged everyone $600 when it should have been $300 or something. The guy payed the bill i think, and the girls were meant to pay him back or something :S anyways, they were making a big deal and the guy got mad and left...) The thing is, the girls weren't saying that they WONT pay him or anything. Wait, actually, he hadn't paid the bill, it was the karaoke bar that had contacted him asking him to pay the remainder of the bill. I think that was it :-s SO ya, it's not like the girls said no, we wont pay, it's just that they were trying to figure out what had happened.
But ya. I'm not sure how this relates to me being happy no one hates me, but it just felt sad seeing someone get mad at someone else and just storm out. It doesn't help anyone. Gosh. Let's call this guy Chess. He's the guy I shot pool with.
Why chess? Cause I played chess with him tonight before the whole incident. It was a good game!! et j'ai gagne! :D
K. It's getting really late and I must do a few more things before going to bed, so best of luck.
It has been 13 days since I've arrived in Japan. More importantly... it has been exactly 28 days since I've last touched the girl I have given my heart to. That's 4 weeks. I haven't been away from her for this long in... a year!!!!
Well, I'd like to thank technology for the creation of webcam! Atleast I can see her everday :) and my, she is quite the sight!!! I love her so much it sometimes hurts! In a good way :) Why am I saying all this? Because I can't get over the feeling that I can never express how I feel... it's a weird feeling... I guess I see why poetry becomes more appropriate in moments like these. DONT WORRY! I'm not going to break out a poem :P Just saying that it's weird, and wonderful. But most of all, it's a constant need? Not a need, but a desire... a constant motivation? It's a persistent feeling, a persistent drive that makes writing about my feelings for this one girl over and over and over and over again simply....completing? What can I say... it's ai.
Today was a so so day. I didn't do much, ummm apart from play a game of literati and othello with rachel. :) good game, good game. :D:D:D:D
I also went to the gym which was pretty dangerous!!!!!!! I was lifting and all of a sudden.... my arms gave way and the bar nearly crushed your neck!!! hahahahaha!!! You were able to save yourself luckily, but i thought you should have it in your memoirs :P
Ah! And on my way out of the gym, it was slippery, so as I was walking down the stairs I thought to myself
*I really hope I don't slip... be extra cautious!! If I did slip, I'd turn my body over and stick my hands out!! no worries!!! hmm, but then my hands may slip and I might crack my jaw on the ----
SSSSSLLLLIIIIPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I nearly got a heart attack!!!! hahahahahaha! Luckily it wasnt too bad, it was one of those slips where you slide down a couple of stairs but are still on your feet. You know that type. But ya!!! Gosh! I walked like a duck the rest of the way down.
Got back and chatted with princess :) I don't need to elaborate on that. I'm sure you know how it went nikki.
So afterwards, I did my laundry, cooked, heard some drama (between people in the dorm) olalalalal. It's so great how I feel as though I don't have people who hate me. hmmmm. that kind of comment can actually make people hate you.... hmmm. It's only between the two of us ok? Anyways, as I was saying, I saw a guy get mad at two girls (it had to do with paying at the karaoke bar cause apparantly the people had screwed up on the bill and charged everyone $600 when it should have been $300 or something. The guy payed the bill i think, and the girls were meant to pay him back or something :S anyways, they were making a big deal and the guy got mad and left...) The thing is, the girls weren't saying that they WONT pay him or anything. Wait, actually, he hadn't paid the bill, it was the karaoke bar that had contacted him asking him to pay the remainder of the bill. I think that was it :-s SO ya, it's not like the girls said no, we wont pay, it's just that they were trying to figure out what had happened.
But ya. I'm not sure how this relates to me being happy no one hates me, but it just felt sad seeing someone get mad at someone else and just storm out. It doesn't help anyone. Gosh. Let's call this guy Chess. He's the guy I shot pool with.
Why chess? Cause I played chess with him tonight before the whole incident. It was a good game!! et j'ai gagne! :D
K. It's getting really late and I must do a few more things before going to bed, so best of luck.