in to deep
i wish i could stay motivated for all that i need to do. i feel like i am drowning, and i dont know which way is up. i need to get on some medication to help me out. speed. anyway. i just need to stay focused. focus. i need to get out and let off some steem. maybe go dancing, or snowboarding. something to get my mind clear. and its not like i am even thinking of things that are important. the range is like gum and shoelaces. what is wrong with me. i am off to pretend to focus.