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I finally have a little bit of time to write an update like I promised. As always, life is crazy and moves way too fast for me to keep up. I finally got over a cold that I was trying to shake for about a week or so. I was soo sick so it's good to finally be healthy again. I have so much to write about that I think I'm going to take a bullet approach, lol.
** I got a fish!! Her name is Chispa; it means "spark" or "energy" in Spanish. It's kind of a hard word to explain. She truly lights up my day. It's so cheesy, and I know she's just a fish, but I love her so much, haha. She's a female beta fish and she's just perfect :)
** Everyone on here knows all about my Josh Goddell drama. I hadn't seen him except for once since LAST summer. I haven't talked to him in months and I was doing everything I could to just forget about him. Last week, I was on a lunch break from my dad's office, and I went over to McDonald's to pick up a couple of apple pies. As I walk into McDonald's, I saw that the line was really long, so I turned to leave, and Josh was standing right there. I ran right out of McDonald's and promptly started to have a panic attack. As I was practically running to my car, I saw that Josh's truck had been parked 2 cars away from mine the whole time and I just hadn't seen it when I went it. Josh was going to his truck and I was scared he was going to try and talk to me, so I got in my car and drove off really quickly. My panic attack was so bad that my leg was shaking so hard I could barely keep it on the gas pedal. It was bad, lol. I finally calmed down, and when I left my dad's office around 4, we drove by each other. I couldn't believe it. I haven't seen him since and he hasn't tried calling me for a month now, so hopefully it's finally all behind me. I freaked out so badly though. I couldn't believe it.
** I went over to Megan and Steph's apartment last week and smoked. It was only my 2nd time smoking, and I didn't get high because I was still really sick and kept coughing out all the smoke, which hurt like a mother. I never smoked pot until a couple of weeks ago. I used to be so against it and drinking and pretty much EVERYTHING. I don't really know why I changed. I don't think it really matters either. As long as I'M happy, that's what is most important. I'm finally starting to learn that and actually put it into practice. I AM important and MY opinions and feelings matter. Haha, I actually sound like I'm growing up. When did that shit happen??
** My sister is home. I think most of you guys know, but my sister has been in France since mid-September and I had only seen her twice. My sister is a huge part of my life and so it's always hard to have her gone. She'll be home now for a good long while, so I'm excited :)
** I GOT A NEW IPODDDDDDD!! Do you guys all remember when mine crapped out and died? Apple sent me a new one!! So yeah, that pretty much rocks. I don't know how I ever lived without one
.Haha, I think that's enough for now. Miss you guys a lot. I'll try and comment soon ♥
OH YEAH! I'm making Jello right now. Pretty much the coolest thing EVER.