depression is a sickness that never goes away !!!!!
well today is a very depressin day ... i hate cold days i think they jsut make me think of sumone to hold n to kiss n to keep warm ... u just want sumone to be w ... but i kno that there is no one out there for me ... maybe there is but not anytime soon!!! i wish there was jsut that one special guy that is everythin u want... i wish that guys would stop fuckin w my head... n just actually like me... yeah i kno i fuck w guys heasds too but i havent for awhile ... maybe i should just be alone!!! well if theres anyone out there that is up for the job then yeah wateva!!! ~~~ im really bored here at home so i decided to take pics n fuck w them ...
