eh...

[onemostory]

well well well ... for this bein the best time of year... for me its not ... at all i hate it!!! my life has been goin thro alot of bumps latly !!! this bump that happened jsut today n last nite wat the worst of all i can say ... i cried... do i hate to cry !!! expcesially in front of ppl ... cuz then they feel srry for u !! urgh !

moments...
those moments i spent w u
where the greatest ive had in a while
u mean soo much to me..
i never knew how much i really cared about u
untill today
i felt like the day lasted forever
i never want to feel wat i felt like today
ever again...
so full of pain n saddness
and soo much anger againist that one person
that made it all happen
i see u ..
just stare n wonder
how life could be with out u
i cant possibly see it any longer
n to think we havent been friends for that long
makes me so much more emotional
today was the worst day ...
with out u by my side
with out u makin me laugh
with out those o so special hugs..
urgh !!!
u dont understand how much i miss u ...
u dont understand at all
im sooo sorry
all i want is to be ur bestfriend agian!!!
and i hope u read this ...
and forgive me !!
i kno i shouldnt have doubted anything
but it jsut made me soo sad
urgh !!!
I LOVE YOU !!
~~ kyrha gutierrez ~~

yup why why why !!!! hehehe well i hope it does get better!! i hate the say it is now! even if it was jsut one day !