Nov 10, 2004 16:51
i wish things could have turned out different for us but they didnt. Its not my fault i had to move adn thats no reason for you to keep doing this to me, i know it feels like youre probably doing you adn i both a favor but really youre not youre giving me the worst heartache a girl can get im sorry things didnt go as planned and things happen but thats not a reason to give up. Our relationship was perfect, like it was right out of a movie... and everything was going great and it was a typical teenage romance i guess you could say.. we planned our futures and shared things with eachother that no one else could understand.. we had inside jokes and the greatest of memories, Ive tried moving im doing it, i am... its just so hard to thin you could care less.. i dont know what i ever did to deserve this from you. you Promised me forever..i know Forever isnt long for teenagers either and i completely understand its extremely difficult to keep up a long distance relationship i know i cant deny that. WE had a bond so great though i figured we culd make it through anything and do you remember saying something along the lines of "even if we do break up i promise we'll stay friends". honestly i dont beleve ill ever fully let go i can fake it all i want but you'll always be lingering in th back of my mind all the memories i shared with you.. You know what i was thinkgin on the last night we saw eachother, dont you remember how perfect it was?? well i was thinkgin that whoele night god i knew this was too good to be true. and it was you were too perfect to be true but im really thankful that it did happen because i would have been still attached to michael and i would be in a lot moretrouble than im in now.. i wuold have started weed and been doing a lot of the things you showed how big of a waste they were... i love you for making me a better person, you taught me so many things about myself.. you were they only person i could truly tell everything to.. you to me too.. remember about what your dad does for your mom everyday bc of your brother (<--for those of you reading please dont thinik too much about this) i know so much about you bryan you are truely my one best friend who would have done anything for me... im so thankfuk you came into my life you are by far the best thing that ever happened to me all my memories of you are ones that i will cherish for years to come ill always know that you were the most fun sweet romantic guy ive ever met.. please dont forget me... and dont go running if one day i show up at your doorstep. Please.. You'll always be my first love nothing can change that. ill never forget you.
♥ always,
Kiersten. (boobie. lol)
any of his friends that read this, send a link and make him read it please... i think this is the only way he would possibly hear me out