Holy shit!!! long ass weekend!!!
Sunday
Well i woke up at 11 - and i was online all day basically - and well i was talking to krisite - and we were talkin about scott and shit - like we always do - because she is fuckin jealous and cant get over the fact that he is mine and not hers - yes this means me and her arent friends anymore - well here is the story - well first of all - she was over at christines house on saturday night and scott and beavis and tyler went out there - and then she started to fill my head with a bunch of shit - which she is fuckin retarded - and she told me that her and scott held hands more then a friends type of way - so that made me really sad and even more depressed - i swear she is there to make peoples life a living hell - and i am not the first person to say this - but then after all this shit happened i guess she wrote scott and email - and well scott called me and he was wondering what the fuck was going on - because i was just about to break up with him - and shit - and well i guess kristie twisted everything around - and told me the wrong thing - she is a fuckin douche bag - and so then me and scott fought like little fights about this - because he didnt wanna loose me or anything - which i was really glad that he didnt wanna be with that fat ugly fuckin bitch - i am soo sorry for people who like her - i just really dislike her alot!!! - and then me and scott talked at like 6 30 - he called while i was on my walk - i just need to get out of this fuckin house - and try to clear my mind - and well i talked to him and he said that he loves me and wants to me - and well i cleared my mind - and then i came home and called him - i just wanted this to be done and over with - and maureen was saying shit to me - it was just really hard to have my best friend tell me to get rid of him when deep down i love him soo much - but then i came and i did more of my home work - and everything was fine - and i just went on like it was a normal day - but dont take me wrong - it was not a normal day at all!!! Then i went to bed at 12 :00 - i couldnt get to sleep - but yeah -
Monday
Woke up at 6 - i was soo tired - and it was just awful - ahh draining - but i walk down to maureens house and i stayed at the bus stop instead of going to her house - becuase i saw miranda there - and she told me to come over and talk to her - so i did - waited until maureen got there - once she got there i talked to her - and sat with her on the bus - we got to school - and i hung out with her in the hall before class started - and then once class started i went into the gym with stephian - she is soo funny - and then we went outside for gym - kinda suxxed - and then i went to english - i was almost late - because my shoes were wet and it took me forever to put them on - it pissed me off - and after english - i went to math - then after math - i went to civics - and then after that boring ass class - i went to lunch - then study hall - and then science and then publick speaking - and then study hall - then i got out of study hall - and ryan was standing right there to walk me to my bus - lol - it was cute i made him walk me to it - but i think he wanted too - lol - but then i gave him a hug by and then i left - and got on the bus - came home - and i didnt get to talk to scott until 7 40 - he had to go to work - and then he never called me back because he had homework - suxxie - and then i went to bed at 10 40 - i was soo fuckin tired -
Today
Today i shut my alarm clock off :( i am soo stupid - lol - so i slept in until 6 30 - i was like oh fuck - and then i got up - got in the shower - blew dry my hair - and straightened it - that took a long time - well i desided to wear a low cut shirt today - and at the bus stop i swear to fuckin god that like shane cj and david ( preppy ass people) that i totally hate - they turn around - and then david goes - she will proably work at hooters - and i was like the only girl there - and didnt see any other girl around - so yeah - it kinda pissed me off - but whatever - wasnt like i was gonna be like u stupid mother fuckers - i dont have big boobs dont say that - lol - i told maureen about what they said and she started laughing - and i am like i swear - lol - and well i got to school - and i had study hall this morning - i got to sit next to kelly - and that is my seat for the rest of the semister - and well we wrote a note back and forth - just asking eachother about questions and what was going on - and well - i guess alot has changed - but then i had to go to my classes - and nothing really happened that was to exciting - actually kinda boring - but at the end of the day - ryan walked me to my bus - and i was like - i wanna talk to you on the phone - because we really dont get to talk in school - because we only have 5 min and plus i only see him like at the end of school - when he is going somewhere - but i think i will see him tomorrow - but he gave me his cell phone number - and i tried to call him but i couldnt get ahold of him - i got his answer machine - it was cute lol - i didnt leave a message - but thats besides the point - and well now i am waiting for scott to call me back - because he actually called me today once i got home - oh yes!!! i fotgot the highlight of my day - i dyed me hair red !!! finally it looks awesome - but like i dyed the back - i will take pictures soon - but yeah - im gonna go now - i am bord and sick of writting in this!!
I love you buttercup - i am glad that we are together - and that u didnt chose that stupid skanky whore over me!! because i would have never talk to you again - and plus i wouldnt wanna talk to you - But i love you!!!