Aug 24, 2005 22:59
hm, okay..krystas right, i haven't written in my live journal in a long time so i decided to tonight. So far, schools okay, i have all easy classes and im the editor of the yearbook along with megs! so that should be pretty awesome! One thing thats horrible about school though is the feeling i have there. like, right now i guess, i feel like im of no importantance..like i don't mean a lot to anyone. Don't get me wrong, cause i know i am important to some people but when i go back to school, its just like...oh wow, no one really cares about me(besides megean). For example, this person who i used to think thought of me as a really really good friend never talks to me in school, on the internet, or anywhere for that matter, it just kind of upsets me everytime they walk down the hall and completely ignore me. I think im just being selfish in a lot of ways, but its just hurtful, you know? I just wish people would want to be with me more. ah! i know, that is selfish. stop it karen! i know its partly my fault too. grr. well goodnight all, sleep sweet!