The world is a vampire....

May 18, 2008 21:24

I really enjoyed eric's party today ^^ i got to meet his cousin brandon too, which was awesome. Darius keeps insisting that me and brandon should go out though which is really awkward. =/ we went to the park and hung out which was fun, and i was a total candy whore the entire time. i really like food...
i think i use too many emoticons... I'm sorry.

Also, pandora.com is the shit. go check it out NOW. Type in a band you like and it will play stuff by them and similar artists. I like almost everything i get from that website.

I want a tattoo that says My Chemical Romance in cursive at the base of the back of my neck eventually. Speaking of MCR though, I'm still really damn sick of people scrutinizing them. OMG GERARD MAY HAVE PLAGIARIZED! OMG MCR COPIED NIRVANA! How about we give the poor boys a break. I know I just talked about this yesterday, but it still plagues me.

Modern music effectively pisses me off. People's reaction to new material from old bands also pisses me off. Everyone new sucks, and everyone with new stuff gets superbashed. I hate humanity right now.... I'll never be as awesome as Billy Corgan :( he, i have gathered, has love for everyone. I think that's a great thing, but i can't seem to do it myself which frustrates me. I don't know if that means i suck or if it just means BC is a truly amazing human being... I think it's both. Then again, that's just feeling sorry for myself, which i know is abominable. I just wish i could be better... i know how to be better, but i can't/won't do it. One day maybe all the people who pushed me to the side while walking next to a cliff will be able to feel stupid, because maybe one day i'll prove my awesomeness. yeah right..........

i'm learning to play the beautiful piano masterpiece mellon collie and the infinite sadness on guitar. i really fucking suck. but one day, i'll be able to play through it and then i'll just sit in my room playing it over and over. i'll become a hermit or something. i can play the beginning on piano already, or at least i think so. i just kinda figured it out by ear. i'm good at that.

well, this blog seems to have gone from candy whoring to self reprimandation (is that a word?)
idk how that even happened.
well, i leave you with another amazing fantastic picture, this time of the fabulous Mikey!


doesn't that smile just make your day?

PS: i am boycotting the word amazing. it is horrendously overused in high school and i hate that.

mikey amazing self-esteem billy corgan c

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