ok- so I perked up again... a week finishing whatever virus sacked my family and myself- and depression, gods I know how how to have very good time ( Read more... )

Shame and guilt- that's all that's left of my catholic heritage... I can't shake it, and it's suffocating me. What have I done? Anytime I want something I won't ask for it, though I feel like screaming for it. Why do I do without? Is it really making me a better person? How about when I couldn't even ask for people to acknowledge my ( Read more... )