Aug 04, 2005 15:32
this week, geez. it's been ridiculous and depressing. That's really an understatement but i cannot find words to justify how upset i've been for the past 3 days. it started on monday and has dragged on until today...thank god it's almost over.
had another 1-car accident. go me.
i missed my senior parade and my morning classes on my 1st day of senior year...and i don't remember the part of the day i was there for.
wednesday played out like some tennage-drama flick or something...one of those days where all the cliche` bad things happen.
-alarm clock didn't go off and i was 20 minutes late to school. fortunately mrs. mitchell is cool and marked it as excused for some reason i will never know.
-cell phone went off in 2nd period.
-started my period in chorus
-no money or friends to sit with at lunch...chelsea duell out of the goodness of her heart came and asked me to sit at the table with her but of course i don't do well with that kind of thing.
-(this one is the best) slipped on a mayonnaise packet while walking to the table and got it all over my foot and almost busted my ass in the middle of the whole lunch room. god, that would have been unbearable. i really think that i would've just died right then and there.
after school was alright...after i had my 30 minute bawling session on the phone w/ my dad.
went to sam's club ::flashback:: to get a new tire.
took the car to likis car clinic and they fixed whatever else was wrong with it..some bolt fell out and messed everything up.
mom took me and lexi out to dinner to logan's which is always really good.
then i had a pretty nice night...fell asleep on the couch.
alaina called around 11 and we talked for a good while and it made me feel bad and better all at the same time.
so it was kinda hard to get back to sleep after then...but i managed.
today wasn't so bad...i still sat by myself at lunch.
but i did talk to shawn kings for the first time in ~2 years. gosh, that was crazy and ever so relieving.
and i did go up to work and have good conversation with heather and amy.
all this time, i would've payed domino's to let me work. it's just been awful.
and that's where i'm going now and i really have never been so happy to be going to work even if it's only for like 4 hours.
i love my job.
it seems like it's the only thing i can count on right now.
<3