you'ev got to get better, said 'it's all in your head'

Aug 22, 2004 22:07

so almost everything sucks. i went with my family saturday to take ashley up to austin. we all moved everything up to her dorm at u.t. and then later that night we went out to eat at stubb's bbq(local music venue). after that we dropped her off and said our good-byes. that really sucked. the only somewhat happy thing about the trip was my parents, adam, and i got to stay at a really nice hotel called the driskill. there was a wedding taking place and we all accidently walked right through their wedding pictures.

this morning we woke up and all of us, minus ashley, hit the road back home. we got back around 2:30. lauren came over around 3:30 we did some homework.

the whole 'ashley not coming back for a long ass time' is really depressing. i've walked into her room about 3 times getting ready to ask her something just to realize, wow, she isn't there. i can't keep typing about this, i'm getting too sad..

i really hate school. already i am extremely stressed out with all my homework and studying. i'm trying to make the best grades i can and it's starting to take it's toll on me. plus, on the days i have to work, getting home at 7:30 then having to do 2 and a half hour's worth of homework sucks. i had a headache everyday during the week from 6th period to when i go to bed, and no amount of any medicine made it stop.

oh yeah, and i have to work tuesday which is lauren's first home game, and the only one for a while. fannnnntastic. i rarely get to see her in school. when i do, it's like we haven't seen eachother in forever. the two times i got to hang out with her this weekend were everything and more i could have wanted them to be.

one thing i'm happy about is in a little over 3 weeks, i turn 16. joy. tata.
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