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i don't want to be a sophomore in college. it just seems so...boring & uneventful. i wish i were a freshman again. i want that excitement of not knowing anyone or my surroundings & i want that anxiousness i had when buying bedding & corkboards & towels & posters for a new dorm. i want to not know who my roommate is & i don't want to know who my friends will be.
i just turned 19 a week ago & i feel so old. i think i'm jealous of 16 & 17 year-old girls, because even though they're only 2 or 3 years younger than me, they seem to have their whole lives ahead of them. it's times like these where i kind of wish i were back in high school, so that the experience of college was still looming in the distance.
i'm in college now. and it's cool, sure. but i want to blindly look forward to it, instead of knowing where i'll definitely, without question be in the fall.
i just turned 19 a week ago & i feel so old. i think i'm jealous of 16 & 17 year-old girls, because even though they're only 2 or 3 years younger than me, they seem to have their whole lives ahead of them. it's times like these where i kind of wish i were back in high school, so that the experience of college was still looming in the distance.
i'm in college now. and it's cool, sure. but i want to blindly look forward to it, instead of knowing where i'll definitely, without question be in the fall.