lost in the sea.
Some times i feel like im just lost in a sea. Floating forever because there is no end. I feel i fuck up on everything i do. I dont know if i want to cry or cut. I lost someone very close to me and now i have to deal with the facts behind it. The person i lost does not relise how much they are loved. I dont think this will ever be fixed. sometimes i have to just stand up and move on. I just dont want to move on just yet. I want to hold onto our memories a lil longer. I want to remember the good times just a lil longer. I will all ways remember the bad. How i hurt them. that's what they dont see. Im all ready hurting my self for the things i did wrong. But sometimes the other person has to see it them selves.