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to the woman who slit her wrists and then pretended like she was going to jump off a 37 story building, untill she led the police to bleieve she would come down and then she feinted and fell off, probobly dead before she hit the ground, thanks for stealing my idea.
as i looked in the mirror tonight i remembered that i always end up looking in a mirror after seeing ex girlfriendsgirls who hooked up with me steadily for at least 14 days new boyfriends and thinking "man you are a fucking pathetic ugly piece of shit." i realized i was depressed, happy 19th birthday me by the way. thank you alyx for wishing me a happy birthday you were the first and last person to do it.
i ended up repaying my movie debt to bobby (i was compelled by his arguement that i used my birthday free movie pass already when i faked caseys death, since she is technically still alive) we saw euro trip which was very funny leading me to believe i am either getting dumber or it was just a funny movie.
an attractive girl in boca today pointed and laughed at me on i-95 while i was driving my work truck around.
i chose to ignore this an took comfort in the fact that the two paintburshes i was delivering were more important to me than approval from the opposite sex. oh, as i came home there was an envelope on my computer screen, it is yellow and it says tim on it, it feels like there is a carboard sheet in it, leading me to believe it is from casey, containing a card like the one she made for maggie, i refuse to open it, and have thusly put it in my backpack in my closet under my hamper. i saw alex tonight. i never get any email, my internet explorer is fucking up, leigh says she cut her hair but i missed the chance to see since i was out.
as i looked in the mirror tonight i remembered that i always end up looking in a mirror after seeing ex girlfriendsgirls who hooked up with me steadily for at least 14 days new boyfriends and thinking "man you are a fucking pathetic ugly piece of shit." i realized i was depressed, happy 19th birthday me by the way. thank you alyx for wishing me a happy birthday you were the first and last person to do it.
i ended up repaying my movie debt to bobby (i was compelled by his arguement that i used my birthday free movie pass already when i faked caseys death, since she is technically still alive) we saw euro trip which was very funny leading me to believe i am either getting dumber or it was just a funny movie.
an attractive girl in boca today pointed and laughed at me on i-95 while i was driving my work truck around.
i chose to ignore this an took comfort in the fact that the two paintburshes i was delivering were more important to me than approval from the opposite sex. oh, as i came home there was an envelope on my computer screen, it is yellow and it says tim on it, it feels like there is a carboard sheet in it, leading me to believe it is from casey, containing a card like the one she made for maggie, i refuse to open it, and have thusly put it in my backpack in my closet under my hamper. i saw alex tonight. i never get any email, my internet explorer is fucking up, leigh says she cut her hair but i missed the chance to see since i was out.