trouble deciding
yea today was one of those thinking days..so i went to sphs with rachel cuz they had registration and i just thought i'd go with her and her friend launa and it was alright..there are some weird people there thats what i could tell ya. and when they were taking their pictures i was outside waiting for them..i felt like i didn't belong there i was like wtf am i doing here and stuff. but the kool thing is that they have lockers kinda crappy but they have lockers and sorry to rachel and launa where they have lockers next to the people they hate..esp rachel. but yea i was talking to rachel and she said she would never move after 2 years in high school she said no one could pay her to move schools and shes moved before too from arizona to here so she knows how its like..but yea i really do not know...my dad gave me a deadline to choose a school..aug 14th..i think i might just say mira mesa and if they dont have an opening i guess im stuck with sphs..but i wouldnt really mind going to sp cuz rachel is kool and even though i only met launa today..shes kool too..but i really don't know...going to sp with rachel and her friend today just made it harder to decide. however..im not complaining about how bad my life is or watever..its just this choice i gotta make..im kinda indecisive when its very important and can change my future haha..or im just very indecisive..peace.