Go Fuck Yourself Sideways

Apr 06, 2003 21:27

I haven't written in a few days. I've been too depressed and pissed off. When the FUCK am I gonna fucken heal? I'm tired of waiting. I don't have it in me anymore. There is no rock bottom for me. There is no bottom. Fuck you all. Society hasn't done shit for me. And church apparently hasn't done it's fucken job either. I hate everything! The only thing I can say I like is going into the water at the beach and snatching up weird shells. Man fuck!

I can't stand how I feel. I'm a wreck. I'm so fucken lonely it is bullshit. This up and down is too much to bear.

I like seeing the red. I like feeling... something, anything at all.

I am me, who are you? If you can't come to terms, go fuck yourself sideways.
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