Jan 31, 2005 11:57
Note to self: Never drink while being on top of a roof top...EVER..no matter how cool it may seem at the time...lol the things i do for a thrill
life is hectic as always..i always seem to find myself in sum sort of bizarre love triangle that i cant ever get out of..the one girl ive been talkin to for couple years now is pretty much obssesed with me, she tells me she sees me as her husband and shit...and me, being the immature prick that i am, brush her off--> i dont get it, isnt this what i always wanted? sumbody to just love me for who i am? so why do i reject her? she's everything that i want, moral bounded, down to earth, great body, big set of lips, blondish brown, loves me for ME, the only thing is that she is really quiet and immature in a few ways, but i can get over that...so why do i feel like i cant love her? like i dont want to?? i know im still immature, but theres still a side in me that says that if i dont take her now, im gonna lose the chance later thatll ill regret for years......arghhh ill b back sometime later