Feb 26, 2006 23:07
I hate being pressured by people to do things. Fck it...
Friday in Acting I had to act out a poem I wrote about my father...the one thats starts off with Curse Me out...it felt awkward because it wassomethin i was passionate about...and I had to pour it out to people who are relatively nothing more than classmates, expcept for a few of em...so i went for it...i messed up a couple of times, but raw passion usually is flawed...but for the most part, they were impressed...i guess i need to tone it down a bit...dont scream too much was what I got out of it...i cant help it if thats how i feel about him...the rage and the
resentment...
Liz's bday was today...i couldnt go so i called her instead...
dunno, should I give this a try? Somehow, my gut feeling is telling me not to...but then again, how many times has my gut feeling fucked me over?