nothings gonna change my world........
somewhere, somehow i kind of feel that i lost a little piece of me. not too sure why i feel like this either...maybe it's because i feel that i have to make everyone else happy before i make myself happy. granted i'm not the best person in the world(trust me i know that), but then again i'm not the worst. we all have our pro's and con's. but just talking with a co-worker of mine made me realize that i need to bring that piece of me back. i want it back.
i guess this comes from me doubting myself. and lately, i've been doing that too much. asking myself if i'm missing out on not going to college. missing out on living alone. just missing out on life in general because i work every damn day, all day. i mean i am only 19 years old. i work a full-time job and pretty damn self sufficient. i don't know.......
(off topic)i miss the old days. where everyone was friends. no one had problems. we all hung out in a huge ass group. laughing, talking, goofing around like there wasn't a problem in the world. i miss those days. and really wish they'd come back. but they won't.
everything will all come together eventually............
i guess this comes from me doubting myself. and lately, i've been doing that too much. asking myself if i'm missing out on not going to college. missing out on living alone. just missing out on life in general because i work every damn day, all day. i mean i am only 19 years old. i work a full-time job and pretty damn self sufficient. i don't know.......
(off topic)i miss the old days. where everyone was friends. no one had problems. we all hung out in a huge ass group. laughing, talking, goofing around like there wasn't a problem in the world. i miss those days. and really wish they'd come back. but they won't.
everything will all come together eventually............