don't preach to me about love because i know this love is true
certain things are making me cry right now and they shouldn't at all...i should be happy but i'm not, i'm jealous and depressed.
idk what's going on right now, so many mixed emotions. i wish i could turn back time, to when i had the chances to tell you i loved you, back when you needed to hear it, back when you cared. i don't wanna break your heart again. i just need to forget it all, for you, for me, for our friendship. but mostly for you. i'm an idiot, it's not like i wasn't given so many chances, i was but i screwed up each and everytime. you are my one and only love, my first love and it scared me. now im ready to share the love with you, but i'm sorry i'm too late, you don't deserve this.
idk what's going on right now, so many mixed emotions. i wish i could turn back time, to when i had the chances to tell you i loved you, back when you needed to hear it, back when you cared. i don't wanna break your heart again. i just need to forget it all, for you, for me, for our friendship. but mostly for you. i'm an idiot, it's not like i wasn't given so many chances, i was but i screwed up each and everytime. you are my one and only love, my first love and it scared me. now im ready to share the love with you, but i'm sorry i'm too late, you don't deserve this.