Love-killed

[oneleftbehind]

My songs of lust and despair
I dedicate to you.

My silences, the ones that hurt so much
I dedicate to you

I consume unto a cinder
careesing fake dreams

And from the soul's ashes
the memory of a prayer...

I wanted so much
to see myself free
of this earthly agony

But dreams
are only dreams
fading sparks of love...

Tell me now
dear, sweet siren
how can I reach out for doom.

Such a heavy load for me
has this heart turned out to be

And there'll be no turning back
from this suffocating Hades

A life in which you're dead
is not really worth of living.

Letting go off the pain
can really sound so simple
but the burden, too heavy already is.

To forget about love...
is there any other choice
when is sorrow what it brings.

To forget about joy
doesn't really seem so hard
When you don't remember it's taste.

Forget about Life!
and that which never came

Forget all your wishes!
those who you could never make true.

Forget your dreams and your desires...
your hope and your faith.

Forget if I was ever whole
for it will never be again.

Forget about me...

For in this night
I search for the truest peace

Among white-dressed pillows
drenched in crimson blood

.

The peaceful grave
This is the happiness I know.