Hope & Faith

Jul 24, 2006 12:18

Sometimes I feel like a motherless child,
Sometimes I feel like a motherless child,
Sometimes I feel like a motherless child,
A long way from home,
A long way from home.

I realized this morning that what I've been wanting isn't necessarily a lover. What I want is for someone to take me in their arms like I was a small child and rock me, sing to me, tell me they love me and that everything is going to be all right.  I suppose that's why some people need to believe in a god.

I've always believed that everything was going to be all right, no matter how bad it feels at the current moment. Over the last 6 months that belief has faded. I lost hope. It seems like the reverse is true right now. Even if I feel OK in a particular moment, I have trouble believing in the future moments.

"Breathing in, I calm my body
Breathing out, I smile
Dwelling in the present moment,
I know this is a wonderful moment"
Thich Nhat Hanh

I've used that meditation countless times to get me through tough moments.  I think it may have contributed to my negative view of the future.

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