Jul 16, 2005 11:52
I really don't know what to do or think anymore. Things have gotten so complicated, and I don't know which way to turn. I have gotten some really good advice from some awesome people and they all tell me basically the same thing. And, I try it and I still can't do it.
Right now, I have to put all my focus on my dogs. I love them more than anything ever, and I am so happy just to see them smile and run around and play being so happy. They are what life is all about. Those feelings, and those looks of joy. I love them so much.