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i really really really really loathe colton california. nothing but stupid scene kids who hang around weinersnitzle smoking one cancer stick after another. trailer trash. and ghetto people. no thanks. im dying to move. far far away yet im stuck to commute with this fucking city. save me oh save. day by day goes by i become more bitter/apathetic/emo. so lame. whats wrong with me. im stuck in this box i call my room. i dont leave it for i will go insane in other parts of the house. i would rather be with some people or elsewhere. i venture to other places alone wether its out to run errans aimlessly wandering through downtown redlands or the stupid malls around here. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it. FUCKING SAVE ME ALREADY! make me sane again, please? please please. ill take care of my own food. ill go where you wanna go. i wont complain. i promise. save me oh save me