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so wow. lets talk about how much is going on in my life right now.
jesus.
okay so
driving class
boyfriend is being a dick.
whats new? hes always a dick.
duno why i'm still with him.
i hate reading old entries ( on xanga ) about him and how happy we were, and now all of sudden like... one day it just turned to shit. i don't know why hes holding on, when everything in my body tells me he doesn't want to date anymore.
i guess i'm just scared to be alone.
but then again..
who isn't?
i'm sick.
summer is comming to a slow end.
thankgod.
i was so crunk the other night.
woke up... and i'm still recovering 2 days later.
oh well.. totally worth it.
ummmm...
Amanda is leaving for purdue in less than a month.
wow i'm going to miss her.
Got a car :) can't wait to drive it.
umm..
i miss alot of people.
i don't miss alot of people.
boyfriend is in arizona, hasn't called me yet..
but has called about everyone else.
now if thats not a sign..
iduno what is.
oh well.. gotta accept it.
let it go.
Kirsten was in town.
saw her ONCE for like an hour.
that visit was lame and retarded.
i hated it
why? because i didn't see her.
Zach and Kirsten left on the same day
and since zach has me whipped of course i spent time with him
and not the girl was always there for me.
i suck.
ughgfdkhgjkd!
the end yeah?
jesus.
okay so
driving class
boyfriend is being a dick.
whats new? hes always a dick.
duno why i'm still with him.
i hate reading old entries ( on xanga ) about him and how happy we were, and now all of sudden like... one day it just turned to shit. i don't know why hes holding on, when everything in my body tells me he doesn't want to date anymore.
i guess i'm just scared to be alone.
but then again..
who isn't?
i'm sick.
summer is comming to a slow end.
thankgod.
i was so crunk the other night.
woke up... and i'm still recovering 2 days later.
oh well.. totally worth it.
ummmm...
Amanda is leaving for purdue in less than a month.
wow i'm going to miss her.
Got a car :) can't wait to drive it.
umm..
i miss alot of people.
i don't miss alot of people.
boyfriend is in arizona, hasn't called me yet..
but has called about everyone else.
now if thats not a sign..
iduno what is.
oh well.. gotta accept it.
let it go.
Kirsten was in town.
saw her ONCE for like an hour.
that visit was lame and retarded.
i hated it
why? because i didn't see her.
Zach and Kirsten left on the same day
and since zach has me whipped of course i spent time with him
and not the girl was always there for me.
i suck.
ughgfdkhgjkd!
the end yeah?