What's happening?
There are only 3 weeks left of school, left of high school for us seniors, and it seems like everything is falling apart. We tried our best to keep everything glued together up until this point, but it seems like everything is buckling underneath as it has potential to crash at any moment. What's happening to everyone to make this happen? Are we really that sick and tired of one another? Maybe we just need a break, maybe we have spent way too much time with the same people, taking the same precautions so as not to hurt any feelings. I think everyone is tired of having to walk through a field of glass and trying not to step on any. School is almost out, it's almost time to move on and it's almost time to let it all out. I never thought it would end in this way but I believe we are all going to have a huge suprise waiting for us in August or even graduation, if not sooner. I know I'm ready to move on, but is that it? Do you just call it quits and never talk to each other again? I'm tired of people wanting attention, wanting people to feel sorry for them (aka posting pointless blogs and calling all their friends stupid and meaningless). I'm not in the least bit doing this for attention; if I wanted that, then I would simply do it through myspace and then announce it to the whole world through a bulletin. But that is not what I'm after. I just think everyone needs a little bit of closure at some point. There always comes a time when you need to move on but how you know when it is that time? And how will you know it when the time comes? And something needs to happen, all of the cards need to be laid out on the table so that there is nothing left to hide behind. I do believe that high school relationships, for the most part, are superfluous and I think that we put too much emphasis and put too much work into making them perfect when we know that they probably won't last past high school. We just need a chance, a chance to branch out, attend a university, and really connect with NEW people, people that have not lived in La Porte their whole lives. Don't get me wrong, I have friends now that I would love to see as friends past high school, but how does that work? Will it work? I hope so.
All I know is that things are cracking and school needs to end soon before mass chaos strikes and we all explode.