myspace isnt working
soo yeah i dont update on this. but myspace isnt letting me do anything on it, much less try and type a blog on it. oh well. i wasnt planning on writing something for people to read anyways and im not sure who all reads this....oh well. wait, can i set this to private? idk. soo anyways. why do i screw everything up? all the time? with everything and with every relationship. the people that are posed to be closest to me like family and friends. ugh. im sooo moody and i hate it. today was horrible and i tried to make it better but i just end up making it worse. im ready to leave and go to college, spread my wings and find other people. but where the fuck am i going? i dont even know that yet. i tried writing a blog about that situation earlier but it got deleted...lame. soo i wont try that again. and i wanted to write about personal things and get everything out in the open....but i'll save that for a private myspace blog. soooo yeah. im fucked. i dont know anything anymore. i think this past summer was a turning point in my life. why did i change so much? how? what happened? im not sure if i like who ive become. i feel alone. alndandnkasd. time to go sulk in a sea of depressive music.