for as much as i love autumn im giving myself to ahes.
wow...i havent wrote in this journal in soooooooooooooooooooo long...ha! i was 15 when i first had it now im 16! time flys by pretty fast all of the time.well i think its been about 3-4 months since that ego destroying bitch whateverliz broke up with me but hey im glad she did because god damn i couldnt stand being her boyfriend anymore...i mean god i feel sorry for the next guy that gose out wiht her....the last time i saw her was at the drive-thru invasion tour i only said hi thats about it and then she claims she saw me at the state fair...(praise the lord i didnt see her!)....schools really fucking gay. theres nothing but mindless idiotic pepole....well theres a few ok pepole but thats about it.im at luccas' house skippin and hes asleep on his couch right now...i think im going paranoid or some shit i keep on hearing sounds...i think its just me though.well one morwe month of autumn and then we move to the tragic cold days of winter....THURSDAYs playing today wiht THRICE and COHEED & CAMBRIA...that shows gonna be tizight man off the chain its gonna be tha bomb..yeah ok .....luccas asked jennifer out pretending he was me online and she was all like nooo i dont liek you like that only as a friend...i like chris mcmillian...well ya know what chris and jennifer...FUCK YOU BOTH!.....i cant wait to move from this hellhole next year...then ill get to be wiht the one girl that i think..i think actually cares about me..MANDA!shes great and all ive even convinced myself that im in love wiht her...there need to be more girls like her and less like yeah..those other girls....my fingers are cold and they're getting tired of typing so goodnight everyone.....im out.