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just finished my term paper on peace and the causes of war. lennon was brilliant. too bad hes dead.
i feel...confused.
had an 8 hr convo with kenne and ray last night. tlked with kenne practicly the whole night about shit..im glad he feels a lot better. i feel so great when people feel better. with ray.. it was like 2 hr long distance to d.c. ...oops. not like im counting anyway. hah.
i feel...hurt.
its almost as if they want to see me this way.
i feel really shitty. and last night i was all happy again. and it just came back and slapped me in the face.
why does it have to be like this?
i feel...confused.
had an 8 hr convo with kenne and ray last night. tlked with kenne practicly the whole night about shit..im glad he feels a lot better. i feel so great when people feel better. with ray.. it was like 2 hr long distance to d.c. ...oops. not like im counting anyway. hah.
i feel...hurt.
its almost as if they want to see me this way.
i feel really shitty. and last night i was all happy again. and it just came back and slapped me in the face.
why does it have to be like this?