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Everything is sucky lately. I was in first place for both doubles but we dropped to 2nd and 3rd. My mom got laid off and is freaking out. I am so worried about her. I have no idea what she is going to do or how we will survive. People are just ridiculous and i don't like it.
I just want to rent a bunch of really sad movies and sit and watch them all. Everything these past couple days has made me want to cry, but of course I haven't because I can't. I've realized the only time I really cry is when I am home alone and am stupid and watch a sad movie.
So far I have realized that Deep Impact and Armagedon are the best at making me cry. I don't know.
It feels like the friends who actually care the the ones that I don't see all the time. The ones that are either away at college or the ones I haven't seen in forever. Well, there are my bowling friends, who are acutally more like family, that care but whatever.
I don't know. I just needed to get something out.
I'm a girl on the verge of a major meltdown.
EDIT: New Layout and whatever. There should be a song playing but I don't know if it does.
Everything is sucky lately. I was in first place for both doubles but we dropped to 2nd and 3rd. My mom got laid off and is freaking out. I am so worried about her. I have no idea what she is going to do or how we will survive. People are just ridiculous and i don't like it.
I just want to rent a bunch of really sad movies and sit and watch them all. Everything these past couple days has made me want to cry, but of course I haven't because I can't. I've realized the only time I really cry is when I am home alone and am stupid and watch a sad movie.
So far I have realized that Deep Impact and Armagedon are the best at making me cry. I don't know.
It feels like the friends who actually care the the ones that I don't see all the time. The ones that are either away at college or the ones I haven't seen in forever. Well, there are my bowling friends, who are acutally more like family, that care but whatever.
I don't know. I just needed to get something out.
I'm a girl on the verge of a major meltdown.
EDIT: New Layout and whatever. There should be a song playing but I don't know if it does.