reality.check
war of the worlds.
i can't wait until this movie comes out!
it comes out june 29th and i'm so going to see it with kayla!
if you wanna go see it with us, let us know!
i haven't updated much lately and probably won't for awhile.
not to say i'm too busy, but.. well i am.. sort of.
i'm putting all of my time and energy into my myspace.
i love livejournal.. but there may be periods of time i don't update.
lately i've been outside tanning, running, cleaning, or watching my sis.
so basically, most of the time myspace is all i have time for.
i talked to a boy a few days ago that now has my mind wrapped around him.
i haven't even MET him, all i know is he's a friend of a friends and..
oh my gosh.. he's just one of the sweetest guys i've ever met.
all in one conversation.. one conversation and he has me missing him.
what is my deal? lol.
i don't know what i'm going to be doing this weekend.
i kinda wanted to see if he wanted to go to the movies.
he's out of state though so i have to see when he comes back.
we'll have to see what happens with all of that though.
i've discovered that maybe my expectations for people are too high.
everything i thought they were and everything i thought of them..
well, it's kind of all blow out of the water to the point that..
i'm not even sure if i know who they are anymore.
some people just don't see what they're doing is wrong.
i guess you can't make people see that, but gah!
everybody that i love is just missing the big picture.
i mean i still love them and all, but geez.. wake up people.
quit acting and being so freakn stupid and look at what you have.
it might not be the best or the greatest.. but it's something, ok?
you're life ain't THAT bad even though you think it is.
you can't just get away with whatever you want.
we're kids, we think we know, but in reality.. WE DON'T!
gah, sometimes it just makes me sick to think about it.
i don't know.. i think the whole world's gone to the dogs..
i'm not quite sure if i'm ready for all of this chaos.
sincerely yours,