days gone wrong
Life is so f*cked up some days. You think everythings fine and then you get a test back and find out you failed...again. You try and keep your head up but then you miss work and a friend gets yelled at because of it. You apologize and try to move on. So then you let the one you truly love just leave without fighting for them. Without letting them know that everything will be ok. You don't force them to stay, not letting them leave until everything has been discussed. So then you're pretty down. But then you get online and talk to some old friends only to find out that one of your old group has been throwing his life away. He stopped hanging out with his friends, he's flunking out of college, is living with his g/f who runs his life, and is letting his life slip away to drugs and alcohol. And not just marijuana, but cocaine, heroine, and ectasy. F*CK! I can only be happy for so long before I need to cry too. I'm almost thrown my hands up and given up so many times this year but my friends and b/f haven't let me. I can't now but oh...how I want to.