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Oct 09, 2004 18:13

I'm going for a couple of weeks again, I won't touch the Computer, this means no AIM.

I'll see Alissa tomorrow and my Dad.

My Mom didn't let Jim take me to go meet up with Matt so I just ran away from home. For hours she drove up and down the block. I just ran track and met up with Tito, Polina kept me company on my cellphone too. I just kept walking with my chin up in the air, trying not to cry.

If you still want to see me on Friday - call and let me know, my Dad will put money on for me to take a car service.

She was hysterical and crying when I came home, grief striken. I lied and said I was simply hiding in the yard. A pitiful, pitiful lie that she believed.

I hate myself. But I'm proud.

I went around track 28 times.
There are 38 messages on my Cellphone from my Mother.

Good bye everyone, just for a little while again. Although I may be back even sooner.
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